one of my favourite of all time.hehe.someone nak duet lagu ni dlm english class nanti??

i knew it.but sometimes i lost it.

u know that i am talkative.and i knew that too but sometimes when i talk too much,something come to myself and say like "acap ur talking too much.." me myself will reply yea i know that!dont need you to remind me over and over again.n then im asking which part of me that hinder me from talking tu.tak puas hati betul..huhhh..let me talk.if you dont want me to rant endlessly then u the one who should start talking n yea,im a reasonable person.i ll listen to you and i will stop talking.

so i think im being fair la kan.i talk when nobody wants to talk,i listen when somebody wants to talk.oh good acap good.i hate the awkward silence.if i start to listen to my mp3 then u are boring or i just want to have some rest.dont take it as im being sombong plak.

stop me if you can.

ur not my hero in my life.ur not the one who were wif me since im a year old.ur not the one who let me speak my mind out.ur not the one who understand me.thats why i dont really talk with you.you are not the one who will hear and let me try things in this world.you just the who keep saying no to this and that.you are boring.too much of a playsafe person.while i like to take risk.gaining experience from something risky is somewhat better than losing some extra penny which could be earned in a month or two.


when i think im good..still not a good enough for you.and when im tired of being good.u making me feel like i never done anything good to you.its so unfair.show me a little appreciation bole?just let me express myself the way i am doing..it might be risky but thats what it takes to make me learn something.if something happens thats the learning process.could you see that?if you dont like it just dont let me involve with that ok?

unfortunately u never gonna hear me.ur the wise person im the big headed one.im not used to them.please....i need my family back.


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ecor..could we meet in my dream tonite?
i wish u were here.
i miss you.