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i hate song which goes around like this " let's party like there's no tomorrow ~ "  

i so hate it. i so hate it. see i double so so hate hate it it. oh i put double there so it goes like this sosososo hatehatehatehate itititit*this sounds a little kinky but nvm that* 

the song thing, bluergh, i'm so not gonna talk about that. 

the thing is i want to say i really really really hate FAKE SMILE. you know when people smile so broad like "I am the happiest person alive! " and thinking people will buy it. 

some people who don't give a damn might bought it but not me. i know if it is a real smile or a fake smile. it is so obvious to my eyes just like which one is fake boobs or real boobs.

some say they are tough enough to hide all the pain inside and smile to the world so that the people around him/her will be happy. what the fish mama? 

you are tough when you can express your feelings to the world. we have to express what we feel! we have to express what we feel inside! 

seriously, being positive is not about smiling all the time. feelings we have each of it carry its own energy and effect in our lives. sadness, anger, happiness, loneliness, frustration, fear, and so on , all of these have to be express ! in what way i don't care. write a song a poet maybe. maybe you are best at writing a poet when your sad and it can be sold or just something to proud or laugh at when you not in a sad state anymore.

so people, just cry when you have to cry. just yell when you feel like that's going to make you feel better. just smile when you see handsome/beautiful person walk pass you, jangan nak bajet jual mahal lah. its a God's beauty kan. appreciate it ! 

that's all i guess. maaf panjang membebel. bukan ada orang baca pun kan. lol.

ingat nak letak gambar tapi lambat lah upload.so ciao for now.

judge something you do based on your degree of happiness that you feel at the end of the day.