study week

this is a tough time i tell you. i cannot stay focus. i don't know why. i always know what i'm doing even though I never seem like one but this time i really not that motivated. i just wanna have fun.

darn it. i have to study la dude. stop pushing me to play dota or something. fuck off. i need my focus back. grr.
i even googled how to keep yourself motivated to study. that sucks isn't it, but hell yeah, it is no easy task.
studying is boring lah nowadays.i guess the subjects aren't that exciting anymore. always pollution this pollution that. what if i don't want to be the conservationist anymore? what if i want to be the big guy who dump toxic in the river? gosh. so damn bored of these pollution.

sorry. i will definitely regret saying this once when i am sane. haha. what i want is what i know. nobody knows it but me.


blah blah blah. a post without real intention. so long.

i really love this song. emotional je kan. poyo punye acap.